“un-done ”      

'undone' Beauty

‘undone’ Beauty

Absolutely! I must say.

Breaking, screaming, burning wreckage

Contemplation surrounds my thoughts.

Drowning in fears and frustration.

Energized, is how I want to feel.

Free is my mind, when I have no thoughts.

Gratitude is the path where I want to be.

Happiness is hard to come by.

Intense is the feeling that controls my mind.

Justice should prevail.

Karma wants to rule my life.

Loving my children, my husband, and life.

Memories still control me

Nearly all of me is enveloped in strife.

Open my eyes to my dreamland retreat

Plans for a normal mind someday.

Quarantined memories clouded by mist.

Remembering is only part of my plague.

Stolen happiness for our Flag.

Truth be told, I am ashamed to admit

Underneath the exterior, a clouded script.

Vengence cease within my mind

Wake me from this horrid trip.

Xanax! is the wonder drug, for some.

Yearning, begging, dream the normal will come.

Zap the past, making me

“undone.”